Be Still & Shut up

You ever wonder if when you stub your toe or smack your forearm on a door if you were being, ummm, extra, is a good word, and God said “really?!” I do at times. 😜

Tonight I called the enemy a b word and smacked my arm on a door knob lol… I immediately went into laughter and then repentance bc Daddy has told me not to cuss him anymore. Do y’all know how hard it is not to cuss someone out that tried to kill you? I did laugh but I don’t want to use unwholesome talk so I’ve gave Him full permission to smack me back in line if I even attempt to step out. My smacking my arm (and I felt it) was my angels tripping me back into alignment. 😂gotta laugh at that …

I still very much have a natural mind but I don’t want it. I’ve asked Him to remove that aspect of me so I only know what He is doing. I receive this! I receive Your tweaking. Make me! Mold me! Shape me! You are the potter and I am Your clay. Make me Your masterpiece. 😭 she just grieved her past for the last time. Not a very long cry that time at all and she’s ready to walk. No, she’s ready to run with Us.

That’s so exciting. My heart has to come back and read these at times so she can remember what all He has said to her. Three part being. I’m not crazy! Well, yea, yes I am. 2 Cor 5:13!

We can jump out of alignment with our tongues. It’s an order thing. I don’t have to cuss him bc I’m kicking his ass every time I go live on TikTok. I war during every broadcast. The enemy is BIG MAD AT ME AND I LOVE IT! I love nothing more than pissing him off.

I demand all demonic activity coming against my internet be silenced now! In the name of Jesus. I cancel any witchcraft coming against my feed now in the name of Jesus. I apply the blood now in advance to every live feed video broadcast that I am ever apart of now in the name of Jesus. Bow the knee! I won’t quit and you’ve already been defeated. Bow! Thank You Daddy! Thank You for the power to tread over them! To crush their heads! Thank You for the authority You’ve given to us and thank You for teaching me to walk in it.

Proverbs 16:3 Commit they works unto the Lord, and thy thoughts shall be established.

I want you to focus in on “thoughts”. You’re a co-creator w Yahweh and WHEN you commit your ways to Him your thoughts will manifest. Job had fear and all his fears come upon him. Bring every thought under the captivity of Christ. When you hear something that goes against the Word of God and what He has told you…

1. Renounce the lie. I renounce all lies of the enemy. Rewrite me with Your truth Father.
2. Uproot any seed that may have taken root. Any seed from the enemy I command you to shrivel up and die never to return again in the name of Jesus.
3. Repent – this brings you to His way of thinking!
4. Bind! Bind the enemy from your life… fear (seems to be one of the biggest issues), I bind you, remove yourself from me, go back to your encampment and don’t come back! In the name of Jesus! I loose your hold on my life forever! Let go! Goodbye! Thank You for the authority you’ve given me. Thank You for my angels. Thank You for fighting for me and for teaching me how! Amen
5. Think on good things. Meditate on His Word.

We are in a quick manifestation season and I mean quick. Some things are within the hour! Jesus that’s quick! Praise The Lord!! Watch your thoughts!! Watch your emotions! You’ll manifest from these 2 things; good or bad.

Life is life … be prepared for the worst, hope/think always for the best.

I am so amazed by what Yahweh is doing in my life. It is simply amazing to watch Him work. I am not doing any of this I am just a willing vessel. I LOVE the testimony’s and people reaching out and telling me their stories!

You know how He got the people pleasing out of me? What do you have to lose? Not a thang! I’ve died and been to jail… I think that is about as bottom as one can hit. As long as I have Him I have everything! As long as I do what He says He will always take care of me. He has had to take care of me because without Him I’d be homeless. People think they know but they don’t have half a clue about my life. Don’t let all the pretty pictures fool ya! I died fighting for this life, like literally.

I can see ignorance everywhere. Ignorance is living in the darkness and there is a light that can save everyone! I am sooo grateful to Him and His light. My God thank You for showing up for me! Jesus is your answer!

It was ALLL worth it! All of it and I’m grateful! Being grateful for a tragic event sure does help tell it. I didn’t want to tell anyone I went to hell. Saw hell, went to hell… same thing right? I’m not there now and I give Him all the praise for that! I’m so glad it wasn’t my time to die! Nobody will ever know the true measures of gratitude that lives in my heart.

Not only did He reach in hell and pull me out but He healed me! I promise to tell it all. We know you are… We are right here with you. It’s a hard truth to hold and carry. I am bawling as I write this. Ahh! My heart gets me right next to Him, the angels show up and I can’t help the crying. You’re gonna see it a lot and I never want that to change. I’m beautiful even when ugly crying. It’s ok. I’m ok for them to see.

My granddaughter, Lily, was with me yesterday and I was writing with Holy Spirit when all of a sudden He flooded my house and Lily came and sat in my lap and I was just crying. She was loving all over me and said what’s that? I knew she felt Him and I told her that’s Jesus. That He was with us. I said, “yes, I leak when He shows up like this” and we laughed.

After Lily left I had an angel of His presence show up and my body bowed before I knew what was happening. I had to ask … what’s going on? My body felt His presence … it was cool. I hit my knees and then bowed before Him! I’ve had this happen twice now.

I know He is with me and I feel Holy Spirit all the time! If I don’t I start repenting and asking where I went wrong. I do not want to grieve Him ever!! My heart is set to please the Father. My Father and I are one but He is greater than I.

If I can’t hear Him well I fast. I will fast whatever is bugging me away from me! There is POWER in a fast!!

When they talk?
Do it anyway!
When they call you crazy..
own IT! Own your very own crazy. I’ve come to see I LOVE Your kind of crazy!
And always remember- “THEY” don’t matter. Who are “they”? Who? Why do you care what they think?
I don’t! I don’t know how you did it but I don’t. I have been going live on TikTok at 9pm every night and have found I like it. It gets lonely living alone all the time. I think I might need a pet but then I wonder if I really have time for one. He separated me so much that people here are my friends lol. I want to reach out.

I dealt so hard with rejection and that made this hard. I never knew rejection until I knew brain injury and it created a kind of social anxiety when before TBI I would walk into a room and be like “ I have arrived!” Haha … what happened was rejection busted all my self confidence! I have felt hated, unworthy, scared of everything and Jesus pulled me out. He is sooo good to us and will get us out of junk we did to ourselves in our heads.
Thoughts… you can think yourself right into rejection if you’re not careful.
I know I have! Thank You for fixing me!

You know what I love most about having grown children? I can be their friend now. It us the absolute best to have two of the best humans on earth with the biggest hearts ever and be able to call them mine. I like them. I like them as people and not just because they are mine.

I get compliments on them ALL the time! Everyone I meet that knows them loves them. I love that! You always wonder, ya know? Am I enough? Am I raising them right? Do I show them enough love? Do I make them feel special? Do I spend enough quality time with them playing? Am I teaching them right? All these questions especially when you’re a single mom, it’s tough.

I have watched my children blossom over the last two years and I’ve learned them as friends not my kids that almost made me lose my mind when they were teenagers. I like them. I think they are genuinely great people that have a great head on their shoulders.

My baby got married!! He brought a wonderful woman into our family, and we love her beyond words – just like we love him! Thank You Father for such an amazing day and the people You’ve placed in my life!

Our dance was so special to me and I’m so thankful my bestie recorded it!

I don’t own the rights to this music .. My wish by Rascal Flatts.