Be Still & Shut up

A few weeks back I wrote about the heart having like remembrance cells. Yes, I’ve been all up in my heart this season and getting to know my body. So, this goes deeper than just remembrance cells these are like brain cells in your heart. The heart and the head gotta be on the same page.

We gotta love our hearts and our bodies. Do you love your car? Do you take care of your car? Change the oil? Fill it up? Wash it? You take care of it. Your body is the car for your soul and God – be good to it!

Do some heart checks. God knows your heart when you prolly don’t. I didn’t know mine, and she has taken some getting used to. I do talk about my body like in 3rd person sometimes bc that isn’t who I am. It isn’t who you are either. I’ve had to get used to this. I’ve had to get used to being more than was drilled into me. I was beat half to death too, don’t let the pics fool ya.

Connecting the heart and the brain, and I theorize bc of these cells, was work. I’m not gonna lie to you. Joe Dispenza, Caroline Leif, Dr. Sharon Nesbitt and Greg Braden is how I even learned about this. I had a question about how does everything work together? How does our three part being communicate with each other? Am I supposed to be hearing all of me? Chances are you have several voices…. Here is some of why. I can tell bc I can feel that portion of my body space like make a move inside of me and I know to listen. It’s odd for sure, hahah What is my body saying to me? How do I listen? How can I trust her? He took me on a quest. Be careful what you want to know lol. I got to learn tho. It’s quite interesting so if your curious and want to know how and not just grab the prayer so He changes you go watch some of these people on YouTube. They are amazing! It just amazes me how it all works. It’s rather cool actually.

Daddy, thank you for today and for your revelation light. Thank you for your beautiful love and for the crushing. Thank you for pruning us and teaching us your ways. Daddy, merge our right and left brains. Connect our brain with our hearts and teach us to trust the work that has been done. Let these cells merge and remember! Thank You for I know you’ve always heard me. I love you 😘

Love and faith are forces to be reckoned with. They work together and I heard an amazing analysis of them as being Siamese twins. One can’t go anywhere without the other and they work together. Your faith works through your love. The more in love with Him you are the greater your faith. (Gal 5:6) Faith that He has in Himself.

Even in my greatest disappointments I can still smile bc of His love. Did you know that just by smiling you’re creating positive neural pathways in your brain?! Get your head right (your soul) the heart must follow!! This love! This heart! Jesus amazes me!

Part of me never wanted anyone to see the heart He put in me bc it is so vulnerable. Being vulnerable has not ever been one of my strong points. Vulnerability has been classified as weak and I’m anything but. However, people try to be mean bc they want to make you feel as miserable about yourself as they do about themselves. This doesn’t work or sit well with me. It’ll never be my fault they let the devil use them. I am kind, I am loyal, and I will always tell the truth but what folks gotta remember is I’m not Jesus. Yes, He lives in me but I’m very much still learning to turn the other cheek and not take things personally. There have been plenty of times He told me to sit down and shut up bc I was furious and ready to fight in the natural. I try to handle everything in the spirit so things are blocked. I pray a lot and if I see something we need to pray about I do it right then and it is finished. Life is so different but in such a great way.

Truly only a handful of people knew old me and only handful know this new me. Idk what you heard about me from the past but yes, I am sure I did all they said plus some! Add some to it! I do not care! I don’t care bc I’m prolly pretty sure I did it all. I don’t remember it bc it was literally in a past life! I died to old me and this person is a new creation in Christ. In Him! IN!! Get that in you! You are completely reborn and living inside Him. You are walking around on earth as a representative of Jesus and an ambassador to the Kingdom. Oh, your authority works through love. When you love like He does you’ll see a whole new level of authority hit you.

He’s really been BLOWING MY MIND! 🤯🤯🤯 a lot here lately! The healings are amazing!! This is something that truly overwhelms me with joy. I get to see people heal and be out of pain! If I could just get everyone to receive their healing. God wants to heal you! God wants you to depend on Him! Lift your hands and say; “I receive my healing. Thank You for healing me Lord.” Now receive your healing. You walk with the spirit of healing and you speak healing over you until you and this sprint merge and you are completely restored. Do not come into agreement with what science says but only say what God says! I’m trying to help you heal yourself. Gods word doesn’t return void! Get in the Bible and speak all of the healing verses over yourself. Trust Him that it is finished. Does this mean you won’t have to see doctors? No, because a lot of healing is a process bc it takes the body time to heal, but it was designed to heal itself. You heal your mind (your soul) and your heart – I can promise (I am living proof) complete healing and restoration manifests to your body.

I vowed to Yahweh that if He taught me to heal my body I’d share that with the world. My body was crushed on the inside in that wreck. He taught me. He taught me how to eat right, sleep right, be still, and love and how to speak life. I know He can help you too! We live in a spoken universe so every word out of your mouth is important and like a legal binding contract in the spiritual realm. God spoke the worlds into existence. Speak your healing!! Take communion!! Praise Him in advance- this is more powerful that I ever knew!! Eat right- soooo important!! Exercise, go for a walk and get some sunshine, do a crossword puzzle, read a book. Improve your over all health (mental too)! Stop eating sugar – it does the same thing to your brain as cocaine and it feeds many, many diseases.

I want you healed too!
Isaiah 53:5, 1 Peter 2:24, two great verses to get in you. You get it in you where your heart and soul believes and the word will manifest itself in your flesh. The word became manifest. Be ye healed!

Today has been like a really great day. God is still having to reassure me that the bottom isn’t about to fall out, but only a tiny bit now. I trust Him and I trust that I’m ready. He’s telling me I am and I’ve kinda wanted to slam on the brakes a little. I want everyone to know that I have no idea what I’m doing except I’m doing what I am told to do. 😂 I am learning just like everyone else. I am the same as everyone else and since He did it for me He will do it for you. I believe Him, He brainwashed me well.

Jesus has told me that anytime I talk about my love for Him Holy Spirit is healing people around me. I’ve tried this and I’ve seen this work and I want to go live so others that I can’t physically get to can be healed. Do I know if everyone will be healed, no not 100 on that and only bc I’ve seen people He’s told me to go pray for transition Home. I didn’t like this and took it kinda personal, but I’ve learned I can’t stop a persons time, that book. I do want to lift the dead tho! I want to see that w my own eyes! He’s told me I would and He confirmed this Word 3 times.

I don’t know what is going to happen tbh. I just know that this is a test and I take it tomorrow. If one person gets healed or I can plant the seed of Jesus in one I’ve passed. I want everyone healed but small beginnings. My family has been my guinea pigs. If a doc can’t fix it Jesus and Grami can and I love that. I hate my babies being sick and when they are I get a call, then when they wake up they are better by what I’ve told their parent to do. It is the coolest thing ever!!

I know what it’s like to be sick bc I was. Jesus healed me and now I want everyone healed bc I understand how much it sucks to be in pain, for your body to not do what you want it to do, for your thoughts to be 5M different places at once making sleep impossible. I have lived it and we don’t have to! I love the fact that I am here to destroy the works of the enemy. Sickness, illness, disease etc are all from the enemy. Jesus doesn’t want His bride sick! By His stripes you are healed! We don’t receive bc we think we don’t deserve it. Ladies and gents we are sooo worthy! God lives on the inside of you! He’s coming back for a church without a spot or a wrinkle.

Heartache causes a lot of diseases. So does our soul being damaged. We manifest soul pains in our bodies. We have to forgive. When you don’t it causes resentment, anger, wrath etc and all of this causes dis-ease or disease in your body. That is one of the enemies tactics – get you so angry you hold a grudge. You are forgiven AS (meaning the same way) you forgive others. If it’s only half way then … yep, you’re only forgiven partially too. Unforgiveness, lies, pride, … all demonic legal entry and when they can they will pounce. There is no sin bc Jesus became sin but when we don’t live by the commandments Jesus left us we allow ourselves to be hit by the enemy bc we were stupid. Forgive!! It’s not for them it’s for you!! And are you humble enough to say you’re sorry?

That jumped off track. When I tell people all I do is talk about Jesus it’s the truth. I’m way too much for some folks and I’m ok w that. I will be crazy to the world but to believers they will understand or they will want to. My job is to help everyone know what I know, heal all and bring as many as I can into the kingdom before I die as possible. That sounds like a mission statement haha. I kinda like it.

This live to talk about my love for Him and His for us I’m kinda excited about. I’ve seen Him heal backs, necks, asthma, aneurism gone, tumors dissolve, skin conditions cured, and a blister disappeared! See why I want to do this. My God this is phenomenal!!

This going live stuff is way out of my comfort zone but I’m not failing a test!!

‼️The birthing vision continued today. ‼️This is for people waiting on a kingdom spouse, your prophetic love story is unfolding and you know this is your season for marriage. Please know your seasons so you don’t get discouraged or grow weary. Continue to work on you until God sends your person. This is for all in the wait. Take this before God don’t for a second depend on me.

I prolly need to go live and try to explain this but I have to write it out for the blog. So, I am going to try. I forget not everyone has labor and delivery experience (my past life I was a nurse and this was my department so I talk L&D and God speaks L&D to me).

I was in a vision of me delivering a baby last Monday, I think, and then today given more of it. Last week the head had to be guided down. This was a vision of one of the most patient delivery’s I had ever been a part of. It took us 2.5 hours to bring that baby down. We didn’t go for sections unless they were mandatory- like someone would die wo it, we were good at what we did. I worked with the best and learned so much. These deliveries force patience bc the baby is OP, meaning face up, and they get wedged under the pubic bone sometimes. We flipped positions many, many times. My Jesus no wonder it’s been so difficult. This means all hell had available was thrown at you over this promise. This has been war in prayer for this promise and a whole lot of it. Some of y’all have prayed 16 hours in one day for your kingdom spouses (that is so sweet btw). Don’t grow weary!

The head finally came down and out in the last vision and then it ended. This time we picked up w a double nucal cord. Y’all I promise I know your pain bc of this delivery. One thing I know for sure is that baby will come out – NO MATTER WHAT! It can’t just stay there 😉

With a double cord around the neck there is no reducing. They have to be cut in order to get the baby out … I’ve seen this only twice in 20 years and a full knot in the cord once (where the baby swam through its cord, it was pretty cool). This is proof delay is not denial so keep standing on His promise to you. God is not a man that should lie and you know you heard right. If you need to fast to get rid of all doubts, do it! You’ve come way too far to give up now! There ain’t no going back!!

The vision ended when I spotted the cord. When that cord is cut everything will come at once. Please prepare and be ready!

Did you know your heart has like remembrance cells? Me either until recently. These cells are also conscious and hear you! What are you planting in your heart?

Don’t let the sun go down on your anger. Let me tell you why…. When we are angry and don’t work through it, it plants a seed of resentment which grows into bitterness, and turns to wrath. These are not good seeds to allow growth in your heart. This is why we need to forgive the same day. When we don’t these seeds flourish and monitoring spirits will attempt to eat you up reminding you of stuff said to reinstate the anger.

That’s not really where I was headed with this but ok…

Now, those cells are conscious they hear you and will do what you say. You can clear all the negative out of your heart and replace it with positive. Of course this is gonna take work on your part. You’re gonna have to get to know your heart. If you listen closely it will speak to you and let you know so much. The heart leads the flesh and evil starts there first. What’s inside a persons heart will come out. We are in a season of deep, deep, deep exposure. Everything in the dark is coming to light. Once it is exposed to the light it can be healed.

Don’t reject what your heart feels but work through it- IN MEDITATION!! Do not act on anything but keep your mouth shut!! Work through this with Jesus and your heart. What are you feeling? What comes to mind first?

Whatever comes up write Jesus a letter about it. You don’t have to write it in the natural (you can) but in the spirit (see it) and then hand it to Him. This is you allowing your heart to release and give it away so you don’t have to carry it anymore. Allow your heart to write it, get it all out! Anything and everything that bothers you … give it to Him! We carry stuff we were never meant to even attempt the burdens of picking up.

Plant love! Plant the seed of love. See a seed in your hand with love written on it (imagine a sweet tart or something lol) and then place it in your heart. Jesus will water it, He lives there. It will grow and flourish … my God does it ever!

Plant a mustard seed of faith there too. It will blossom into His faith He has in himself.

This works! And tell your heart to beat again and for the walls it’s built to fall!! The walls of Jericho – praise Him and those walls will fall! Trust me!